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Without my crutch, I feel stuck / My brain is all mush and my thoughts are all muck / My good habits work but my bad ones are easier / I don't wanna use 'em cause then I'll feel sleazier / My crutch makes me feel nothing for life / Makes me mentally reach for the knife / Shit that made me happy doesn't work anymore / So I just sit here thinkin, starin, down at the floor / You can't tell anybody what is wrong / You can't even tell 'em here in this song / You're a fuckin dumbass, you did this to yourself / So go read how to fix it, it's right there on the shelf / There's a monster inside of you that can't control / And he won't be satisfied until he's full / We put him inside you cause we want more cash / So keep feeding him to add to our stash / I'm not a fucking addict / I just, have a bad habit / I don't, need to be fixed / So shut your fuckin mouth and suck my dick / Your ideology makes me feel like shit / Stop shunning me cause I don't agree with it / I'm gonna keep using it however much / Don't make me feel bad for having a / Crutch / With my crutch they made me feel sick / Made me depressed, made my week go by quick / They told me my crutch, was a disease / But now that I think about it I never had to sneeze / My crutch doesn't make me feel sad anymore / Now that I live by my rules and not yours / That book filled me with so much guilt and shame / In retrospect that shit was kinda lame / Their shit fucked me up / My therapist is tellin me it emptied my cup / They brainwashed me good with that bluff / Now I've finally had enough / I've had enough! / I'm not a fucking addict / I just, have a bad habit / I don't, need to be fixed / So shut your fuckin mouth and suck my dick / Your ideology makes me feel like shit / Stop shunning me cause I don't agree with it / I'm gonna keep using it however much / Don't make me feel bad for having a / Crutch

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