Without my crutch, I feel stuck / My brain is all mush and my thoughts are all muck / My good habits work but my bad ones are easier / I don't wanna use 'em cause then I'll feel sleazier / My crutch makes me feel nothing for life / Makes me mentally reach for the knife / Shit that made me happy doesn't work anymore / So I just sit here thinkin, starin, down at the floor / You can't tell anybody what is wrong / You can't even tell 'em here in this song / You're a fuckin dumbass, you did this to yourself / So go read how to fix it, it's right there on the shelf / There's a monster inside of you that can't control / And he won't be satisfied until he's full / We put him inside you cause we want more cash / So keep feeding him to add to our stash / I'm not a fucking addict / I just, have a bad habit / I don't, need to be fixed / So shut your fuckin mouth and suck my dick / Your ideology makes me feel like shit / Stop shunning me cause I don't agree with it / I'm gonna keep using it however much / Don't make me feel bad for having a / Crutch / With my crutch they made me feel sick / Made me depressed, made my week go by quick / They told me my crutch, was a disease / But now that I think about it I never had to sneeze / My crutch doesn't make me feel sad anymore / Now that I live by my rules and not yours / That book filled me with so much guilt and shame / In retrospect that shit was kinda lame / Their shit fucked me up / My therapist is tellin me it emptied my cup / They brainwashed me good with that bluff / Now I've finally had enough / I've had enough! / I'm not a fucking addict / I just, have a bad habit / I don't, need to be fixed / So shut your fuckin mouth and suck my dick / Your ideology makes me feel like shit / Stop shunning me cause I don't agree with it / I'm gonna keep using it however much / Don't make me feel bad for having a / Crutch

>>> [4/1/2026] ⋆✴︎˚｡⋆ Lyrics above: Crutch - Rat Sauce

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All my life, I've always dreamed about doing something like this, about putting my own thoughts on the internet, about beginning projects and actually sticking to them. So, as you read this, know that you've fulfilled some punk's dream. Even if it's just to read, thank you.